I gave up on blogging for a few days until I read a recent note written by one of my most favorite girls in tha world... With that being said... Once I read her note about how she has grown up it made me want to log into my blog and write about a few things similar to how I have grown up and other things going on in my life...
1st off... I know I'm only 19 years old and some people think that just because I'm 19 that I can't do this or that or that I haven't done this or that. Well, I've got news for U people... To say I'm only 19 I've been through a whole lot of shit in my life. A whole lot more in 19 years than some of U will ever go through throughout your whole life span. From my biological father leaving me and my mom when I was only 2 years old to my mom having a few different boyfriends through out my life then to her meeting tha dude who raised me whom I actually consider as my real "father", but shit even that all changed once he went to jail when I was in tha fourth grade. I kind of basically grew up without a father figure, but my mom did have a few more boyfriends and shit. She is now married to my step-father whom I dislike very much and I mean that.
2nd... Some recent events on Facebook made a few people that I had some of the utmost respect for think that I'm childish and a follower. I'm not going to really get into that, but those people really don't even know me like that to even call me childish and/or a follower. I've tried to apologize to one of them and explain what was going on, but it didn't work and they've disowned me as a friend. People it's only for ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY... I really didn't mean a thing that I said and I will not mean a thing that I will say in it. I still like those people and still have that same level of respect for them. I don't regret what I did either, because I can't regret anything that I have done in my lifetime, because it has made me who I am today.
3rd... This kind of has something to do with tha 2nd note... U don't know me so why judge a book by it's cover and/or off of things U don't know tha full details about? I am a high school graduate (Class of 2007!!!! lol). I start Pharmacy Tech school on tha 21st of this month and I will be a Pharmacy Technician next year making some good money while I'm in college. Shit, and I have a great head on my shoulders, I live in a nice neighborhood, and I was also raised real well by one of tha greatest women to ever walk this Earth (my mother who I love so much). After my pre-pharmacy schooling I will be off to New Orleans, LA to attend Pharmacy School at Xavier University and once I graduate from there I will be making enough money to save tons of money to wear I can invest in stock easily and triple my income. I will also try to start my own chain of Pharmacies throughout tha U.S., open a clubs and restaurants throughout tha U.S., do a little real estate, try to get into tha hotel business, and maybe even a car dealership, and I'll also be doing things with modeling, photography, and etc. My role model is actually P. Diddy and I actually want to be just like him or better when I grow up... now how U like them apples? and there's many more things that U don't know about it so fuck U if U understand me... I love being misunderstood...
4th... I guess I'll get into Music and My Love Life now since everybody is always in my business when it comes to that... As far as music goes... People I am asking yall to please stop being so damn close minded when it comes to different genres and different types of music. Open your ears and widen your horizons man, but I'm mainly speaking to "niggas" and no not black people either... Ignorant people... I won't get into detail about that one either... Now onto my love life... I'm single. I got out of a 3 year on and off relationship a little before Christmas and shit yeah I was depressed on Christmas day thinking about that relationship and my biological father that was never there for me and shit also a girl that I was messing with at tha time that really had me stressing. To all yall "boys" out there that think messing with 100 girls at tha same time is cool... think again man, because it isn't and I'm not saying U have to get a girlfriend and settle down either I'm just saying be a leader and not a follower don't follow what is "cool" and don't crack under peer pressure. Man I've been there and done that... I've messed with so many girls and had sex with a lot of girls also... what is left in that for me? Nothing at all, but if that's your route then "do U my nigga". Not too long ago I actually wanted to settle down with this chick that I was really feeling, but shit things didn't work out between us and lets just say U live and U learn... As far as me being single right now.... A lot of people wonder why I don't have a girlfriend right now... Well lets say that these girls are just not up to my standards... If U know me U know I really prefer yellabones (And I do have a very valid reason for that and I'm not trying to be like everyone else), but that really doesn't phase me as much anymore. When I say not up to my standards I mean U are a fucking pathetic excuse for a female, U have no life, U aren't going anywhere in life, U don't know what U want to do with your life, you're not financially set, and so on... I pretty much want my chick to be perfect even though God made none of us perfect... And I've actually found a few girls up to my standards like that. but I don't like them like that and/or it's just something that isn't making me want to pursue them, but there is this one chick that I would "wife" and she knows who she is hence last night (lmao)... With that being said if something happens between her and I or if I find that "perfect" chick that can "keep up with me (lol)" then that's when I'll be listed as "In A Relationship" - ...Tha Worlds Greatest...
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